Skip to main content

If Candy Wrote Poetry


If  Candy Wrote Poetry: Candy, from Candy, Sweet & Sour penned this poem in one of her notebooks.


To almost dance

--Sharpies to hands,

with the always of me

 enough--cut naked 

ever feel something?

At birth 

beginning 

the just falling boxes 


Birthday.

Eleven--struggled, cigarette out-stretched 

Ninnies happen, and I gifts got. 

~~smelled hate 


Mama--teenage clothes,  broken freckles 

old beautiful she skin 

like always, normal a time again 

Do the old live on? 

Mama?


usual be I eyed silly 

 Rebel teenager life

because mama pretty, fair 

never a saw would 

with just hands met by designing 


 start on under

 to up mirror I 

up at outta up--sneaking

for nobody out there?



and all this, my Abracadabra, the slow brother’s party

 from tough on only one arm,  porch girls

 looking mirror,

Daddy on my mind? On that mind?

 Psycho--so him steal more


old, too, I made light 

And the background, that porch party 

So Dale, my Ricky--younger 

trying damn old eyelids


 The blur is, I, high 

--love a shorty and I be down 

Remember I had marker eyes

drama Mama, I?


The scissors in bags for his eyes 

& drama house 

It old so I uplifted brothers

 felt little,

screamed as a girl, eleven, 

and fixed herself like love


Eyeing the bare junkyard sideways,

into the stealing dawn.


No one. No one, now.

Some day, some one!





Written from the perspective of Candy, from Candy, Sweet & Sour





Comments

Popular posts from this blog

My Writing (Wo)Manifesto

  My Writing (Wo)Manifesto  May I overcome fantasies of perfection & just write write (right) now! May I find a joyful balance between academic & creative writing & living. May I accept that  living  fully is a form of prewriting, of gathering stories, of filling my writer's cup. May I allow myself to make  mistakes, to write without fear, to understand that my work will always be in  progress . May my words be helpful to others, may they find those that are  seeking  them. --Bobbi Faulkner What is Your  Manifesto? After reading Sark's   Juicy Pens, Thirsty Paper  (2008),  I took her up on her invitation to write a contract with myself, to write my own writer's manifesto.   It is my contract with myself, my promise to stop letting my desire to be perfect keep me from writing.  I will never get better without practice, and this (wo)manifesto helps me keep my goals as a writer front and center, giving m...

May Book Sale: Candy, Sweet & Sour Free on Amazon Kindle May 2-May 3, 2022

May Book Sale: Candy, Sweet & Sour Free on Amazon Kindle May 2-May 3, 2022  

New Cover! Candy, Sweet and Sour

It has come to my attention recently that the original cover for Candy, Sweet and Sour looked like a book about child trafficking. Imagine my chagrin when this tidbit came up at dinner with a dear friend. She is my greatest champion and is always telling fellow bibliophiles to read my book. When she showed the paperback to someone, they recoiled in horror because of the image of the girl with the lollipop.  People DO judge a book based off it's cover, so I immediately changed the cover. Since publishing three years ago, I have become better at graphic design.  The original cover was created using Amazon's paperback cover designer on KDP, and I started with a generic design and used one of their stock photos. My new cover reflects themes in the book and was created using Canva.   What are your thoughts? Do you like the new cover? Are you more likely to read this book now that the cover is changed than previously? Get your copy on  Amazon  today!...